it's been over a month since my last post. rats! i thought I had reached a solid writing/updating schedule, but apparently i was wrong. it's not for a lack of events, i went to Nathan's hot dog eating contest, Phoenix, made a chocolate sculpture of Gotham city, and sealed the deal on my internship. one of the most glaring reasons is that (shocker shocker) my computer is not working; but that is only a temporary(fingers crossed!) delay. I have not been doing much baking in my apartment, due to the fact that the lord god remembered what month it is and turned up the temperatures. which is great! but only makes me want to sit in my underwear and eat cereal, not bake a blueberry pie. you know how these things work. there's never enough hours in the day,you tell yourself, but what it really comes down to is not having anything worthwhile to say. what could i possibly say about baking/eating cupcakes that you don't already know? I guess what i am saying is, I am feeling a bit intimidated by all the interwebs, and all the information they have to offer. i feel the only way to write an original piece is by making it fictional; less observation, more making shit up. but I'm not very strong in that department, either. Tonight I am taking a food writing class and hopefully that will spark my imagination and reaffirm my interest in writing and baking and everything that comes with it. However, it might not. I might take endless notes and leave with such excitement, but by the time i get home i will only be able to think about sleeping, or eating cereal in my underwear....it seems so fleeting, these moments of creativity and thought.
well, this is my sorry excuse for an apology, much like this one. i really want to keep doing this! i just need a kick in the pants, or money to buy ingredients, or a day off. who knows!
Love you all, and i swear next time i update it will be about food! no more of this sorry my self shit.
xoxo-TSR